#I'm just

[plisuu]

reminder to myself. it's hard when you're in "new media" mode and it feels like it's now or never, where there's this "get on the ship before its gone" type of fomo. it's hard, knowing there are things I could do and mods I can make - who doesn't want to be the first person to make something or find hidden bits? who doesn't want to get in on the hype while it's hot?

but, god, I cannot find the energy or desire to do anything because it doesn't feel like fun. it feels like work. and it shouldn't.

chanting to myself in the mirror: i do not need to "contribute" to the fandom in order to take part in it

[solroskajan]

ITS ME I SAID VUZI PLEASEE MOREE YOUR STYLE IS SO SILLY

Alright, obligatory prom dresses!

[mgu-h]

it's just that they're sitting next to each other is all, you know? it's more than just the fact that lando is there celebrating with carlos's family at all, they're sitting close enough to talk when the room gets loud, side by side like they've been all day. look how close carlos's camera is to lando's neck, lando's smile(!!)

what a night honestly 🧡❤️

[letmetellyouaboutmyfeels]

As if I wasn't already exhausted enough this morning...

It's been brought to my attention that people are taking my fanfics, editing them, and sharing them around. I don't have the words to describe how not okay this is. If you don't like something about my fanfic, then I'm sorry to hear that, but there are a lot of other fics out there you can read instead.

I put time and effort and care into my writing, as does every writer. To take my work without permission and change it feels like someone just punched me in the gut. Frankly it makes me not want to share my work at all and to take down all the writing I do have up, because why should I share anything with people if all they're going to do is decide it's not good enough and they're going to do what they want with it and make it "better"?

And before anyone comes at me, this is not what a transformative work does. This is not the same as fanfiction. I'm fucking exhausted from working two eleven hour shifts over the weekend so my brain is not working so someone smarter and more articulate than I am can explain why. I'm tired.

This genuinely makes me want to take down all my works and not share anything new. It's very simple, kiddos: Don't like it? Don't read it. You will miss out on some fanfics that way, just like you'll miss out on some films, or books, or TV shows. I've missed out on really good fic, novels, films, etc, for the same reason. We all do. It's a part of life. Stuff will sometimes have things in it that you don't like. Skim those parts, fast-forward those scenes, grin and bear it, or just go and read/watch something else.

Normally I would make this post unrebloggable but I worry other writers in this fandom might experience the same thing and not realize it. So people are welcome to reblog this. Anyone who's an ass on it will be blocked, no second chances.

Just. Don't do this guys. Holy shit don't do this. What the actual fuck.

[bakudekublogblog]

ever think about how both ochako and katsuki carry around all might merch that reminds them of izuku because they both have romantic feelings for him

[miss-sternennacht]

[elloras]

Ted Lasso: Sunflowers

[wolveria]

Catching glimpses of the body glove underneath clone armor feels so slutty.

[chaosandwolves]

There was always this frantic quality to Buck's relationships

With Abby it was.. I need to be a better man, I need to be the bigger person, I need to be understanding

With Ali it was ... I need to change something

With Taylor it was... I have to make it work

With Natalia it was... I need to be quick with this cause who knows if I'm running out of time/I need to use the lightning strike as a wake up call

And then there is Tommy

Tommy who makes the first step but then lets him breathe through it for a moment

Tommy who asks HIM out

Tommy who cares that Buck doesn't do anything he's not ready for

Yes, Buck is a little frantic with the date but

Tommy gives him room and grace and understanding

And then the coffee date!!!

For the first time we see Buck AT EASE looking at a romantic connection with someone

Is he still Buck, and moves a little head over heels? Of course he is!

But it's not cause he's desperate

It's cause he's EXCITED

He's filled with so much joy and excitement

and for the first time he has no outlined plan with a relationship, no map he's following

Instead he allows himself to discover and explore this relationship and this part of himself

He's so excited about it

So free and bright and content with it

Tommy really stopped that hamster wheel and showed him a new way and

Buck is guided by that inner light of his now, without trying to direct it

And he's not looking for what's missing, what's wrong or following a plan

He just lets himself be and experience and explore and discover

And just

The sheer joy and ease of it all

I can't!

Go, Evan, go and spread your wings and explore that joy

You deserve it so much

😭😭😭😭

[melverie]

Am I going clinically insane for real this time or did they actually refer to Lucifer as "daddy" in his newest Wanderers' Whereabouts thingy

edit: proof

[blakbonnet]

😭"the very ending"

[soaps-mohawk]

So, I know I've been sort of absent today but I've been having some technical difficulties (my wrists) and some massive rewrites (4k words down the drain 🙃). I've been busting my ass trying to get chapter 24 out, but I may need to delay it again by a day this week. Depends on how much I can get done today. It's been a week y'all.

Also I have like 2944738 asks in my inbox (jk its like 9) that I'll get to eventually. So if you've sent me an ask in the last couple days I promise I'm not ignoring you, I've just been busy.

🫡 struggle bussing is my middle name atp

[revenantghost]

Hey

Remember when Vash's only reason to continue fighting and holding on to life was killing Knives

And now that reason is Wolfwood

:')

[saltpepperbeard]

y’all i’m in both david and mark motherbaugh’s walls for this one.

i was going through bits of footage for gifs as i do, and realized that the little note progression in the alma+stede scene sounded very familiar. sure enough...

it’s the same little progression as the pre-kiss confession, just in another key. it’s the lead-in to the love theme.

something something the handling of stede’s heart in both scenes. something something love but in different ways, hence the same song but in different keys. something something love towards stede finally progressing to the intended point.

...tldr, this show is insane for its symbolism and motifs and it’s wild that we keep discovering things over a year after the first season dropped.

[hercarisntyours]

"I'm better than you in everyway"

spontaneously fucking combusts????????